Currently Playing Get Born By Jet see related

Welcome back to my little life in a box. The following is something that came to my head...An allogory that represents something that Im pretty sure alot of you can catch onto. Please read it.

The hunter is holding his spear as he bends down to smell the droppings. He can tell they are fresh because of the steam that rises from it. He stands up from his bent over state and surveys his surroundings. The thought crosses his mind that perhaps the other hunters should work together, but no. His pride would be at stake if he banded with the others for the good of everyone. Goosebumps begin to cover his body as he hears a drum being beaten in the distance... Three drums. "What cowards" the hunter thinks as he squints to see who would be humble enough to work with another. He sighs as he sees that the hunters are walking away from his generalized direction. The releif is short lived a furry animal runs out of a nearby bush. But it is not the animal that enrages the hunter but the man who is chasing the animal. Slowly the hunter lifts the spear above his head and thrusts it towards the other without thinking. A moment passes and the hunter walks towards the lifeless body. The hunter does not so much as flinch at the blood that comes from the whole in the mans head. A revolting sound is conjured as the hunter pulls the spear from the mans head. The hunter grunts in anger at the thought of the escaped animal. The hunter sits down and does something he has not done for a long while... He thinks. "What is my name? Oh well, it doesn't matter as long as I prevail." His conscience begins to talk with him, "Do you not remember who you represent? Or is your pride all that matters anymore..."                      "No" the hunter says out loud, "I have a reason. I-I just can't remember."  "What is your name?"                                                                             "You tell me" the hunter requests, but then it comes to him. "My name...My name is...Christian"
       

Currently Playing About a Burning Fire By Blindside Where the sun never dies see related

Frustration abides and things are afire in my mind....

Ok my brother had some of my exact same thoughts today that Ive been thinking. Why are we all so caught up in doctrine? What ever happened to just beleiving. Why do we all get pissed off when others have differant beleifs on certain doctrines...If we beleive that God is God and that he died on the cross to forgive us of our sins...If we truly do, we are all going in the same direction. Im guilty of it. I get mad when others dont share my beleifs. Pre-destination, baptism, dancing, rock music...BLAH! I dont care. Christ is my savior and that's all that matters. I hate church. It is no longer a place to fellowship with people but a place to create conflict and put yourself before everyone else. The church is selfish, unforgiving, unaccepting. We are all idiots. Lets get used to it. All you pastors who think that pastors of other denominations are inferior to you. You are a moron as am I. All our righteousnesses are like filthy rags. God doesnt give a (kick it!) about if you're lutheran, baptist, weslyan, etc. We need to press on for a brighter day, a day in which the church really does fellowship and has unity. My pastor refuses to do anything with any other church because they have differant beleifs. What is his problem. Christians are so closed minded and we all need to burn and die. Where is it our right to disrespect what others beleive about God as long as they beleive that Jesus was God and that he died on the cross for our sins that we might have life. Someday a kid like me is going to get so angry that a revolt will come in which people will die...Thats whats going to happen. Frustrations are growing from generation to generation and I myself was ready to kill someone at one time in my life. When people let doctrine get in the way of God people will die. Not like we care though, all we want is for our beleifs to reign dominant. I can only imagine how much God wants the human race to be illiminated. To end our being. We are only asking for His wrath when we put doctrine before Him.  

Currently Playing Love Is Only a Feeling By Darkness see related

I wrote this song for Ashley...enjoy and laugh at it...I dont care

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I was your first man but things turned out a mess

And life's a confusing thing, that I must confess

Sometimes you gotta step up and start beleiving

Move past this thing that is only a blank feeling

And she said one thing before she left

/she said dont stop pursuing

run thru the rivers flowing

fight the current and push against life

Push towards towards the sun with all your strife

hold on to what is near (to the deepest places)

love everyone ( all of those hating faces)/

You hate me but I love you none the less

Lifes a hurting thing, I dont want to live the rest

Sometimes you have to open up your eyes and start seeing

Move past the scorched part of the sun thats always so peeling

And I said one thing before she left

/I said dont stop pursuing

run thru the rivers flowing

fight the current and push against life

Push towards towards the sun with all your strife

hold on to what is near (to the deepest places)

love everyone ( all of those hating faces)/